Things I Wanted To Say: (but never did)

Words are pretty, but most of the time they’re meaningless. That’s why I show her that I love her.

By worshipping her body for the rest of the day

You’re worth every penny

white gold. Twenty-four carats worth of diamonds in a flower design. I saw it and knew immediately that it belonged to you.

Why do I always like them when they look so mean?

I don’t like the idea of you with anyone else.”

“I fucking hate the idea of you with someone that isn’t me,”

don’t want people to be drawn to me only because of my face. I want them to see something else. Something more. I’m not just a pretty face or big tits or long legs.

God, I’m so fucked in the head. Why would anyone want to deal with me? Be with me?

Ambivalence is the worst feeling you could ever have for someone,

I’d tie you to the bed. Your hands. Your ankles. I’d want you spread wide, that pretty pussy on complete display. Just for me.”

Needing someone is a sign of weakness