The youngest of six boys, Mokhtar was born and raised in Berrouaghia (the Asphodels), a village in the plateau region south of Algiers. He was the only one of the brothers to graduate from high school, a French lycée. It was there that he began organizing for Algerian independence, creating and recruiting for an FLN clandestine cell. In 1957 he joined the liberation army, receiving training as a radio operator in the newly formed signal corps. He was deployed in the southern war zone at the head of a transmissions detachment.
In 1962, Mokhtar was elected president of UGEMA, the national student association, and tasked with its reorganization in the newly liberated country. He attended college in Algiers and obtained masters’ degrees in sociology, economics and law in Paris. He held positions in the Ministry of Agriculture and Agrarian Reform—in charge of training and education—as well as in several state companies. Later, in Paris, he wrote illustrated books for young readers on Islam, the Arab world, and North Africa.
Mokhtar had given his life to Algeria. He and his comrades joined the liberation army prepared to die for their flag and more—for an idea, for justice. Following independence, to see the ideals they had fought for soiled, spit upon, was more than he could bear. When I was deported for refusing to become an informer for the military police, it was the final blow. As he wrote at the time: “My last illusions are gone. Exile remains the ultimate solution when mediocrity and feudalism triumph and return as our judges.”
Mokhtar lived for twenty years in Paris and twenty years in New York. Paris often tore at his entrails. He felt surrounded by the racism of his youth. He was happy in New York, despite the frightening lack of sympathy for Palestine. He felt free here, and found peace in writing. His final book, J’étais français-musulman. Itinéraire d’un soldat de l’ALN, was a memoir of his life, telling how he became a nationalist, a militant, and a soldier of the Algerian liberation struggle.2 When he learned that Éditions Barzakh of Algiers would publish the manuscript in 2016, he felt the warm rush of accomplishment.
A few days after his eightieth birthday, Mokhtar learned that he had liver cancer. “I want to go home with Elaine and die there,” he told his doctor. “My life is behind me.” His last piece of writing was a short text in English: “I had a wonderful life,” it declared. “I don’t want to waste Elaine’s time and mine going to hospitals and clinics. We adore each other and want to protect our happiness.”
Mokhtar’s last words to me: “Je t’embrasse.”