We are friends. More than friends, too. He’s my boss, my forbidden lover, my stalker. My teacher.
But he is also my friend.
And he doesn’t let my hand go. No, he traps it beneath his, like a cat that has caught a bird that it shouldn’t have, and cannot eat, but must keep and play with all the same.
We’re so close. I can almost taste the truth between us. He’s as lonely as I am. He wants a family like his brothers have, and I crave that too. We’ve worked together for two years, and I know this man’s stormy moods better than the familiar London skyline out of my office window.
“Sir.”
My head snaps up and I jerk my hand back guiltily, but Sev holds on, and my heart springs into my throat like a bouncing baby animal.
“Espresso and tiramisu, enjoy.” The waiter sets the cream, coffee, and chocolate dessert down in front of me, and a tiny cup of coffee in front of Sev, then his gaze snags on our joined hands for a beat. I bite my lip. But Sev isn’t letting up. He doesn’t let me escape, and the waiter retreats wordlessly.
And when Sev calmly lifts his coffee to his lips as though this is what we do now. Like he only has one hand available, and so do I, and who needs two hands? Overrated.
“Eat,” he orders when I just sit there in shock. Because this isn’t normal for my boss.
I pick up my spoon and dig into the layered dessert. It explodes on my tongue, but I can’t really taste how delicious it is. How decadent.
Because in the silence, Sev begins to stroke his thumb over the back of my hand, gentle and insistent, and my insides melt.
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