Solitaire

don’t think my mum likes me very much.

When you watch a film, you’re sort of an outsider looking in. With a book—you’re right there. You are inside. You are the main character.

Sometimes I hate people. This is probably very bad for my mental health.

You like to act as if you care about nothing, and if you carry on like that, then you’re going to drown in the abyss you have imagined for yourself.”

Sometimes I like to fill my days with little things that other people don’t care about. It makes me feel like I’m doing something important, mainly because no one else is doing it.

I am coming extremely close to slitting my wrists with my scissors and it’s only 10:45 a.m.

Sometimes I think people only pretend to like each other.

My name is Victoria Spring. I think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get sad about it.

There comes a point, though, when you can’t keep looking after other people anymore. You have to start looking after yourself.

Nothing’s going to change until you decide you want it to change.