he can’t lose him. He doesn’t have anything else. Doesn’t have a mum, doesn’t have a home, or a future, shit, he barely has a dad. Loving Sirius is the only thing that feels like his anymore. And he knows that he’ll always have to share him with James, but he’s made peace with that, because James will never get to kiss the freckle just below Sirius’s left ear, or feel the way Sirius’s hands tremble for the first few seconds after they find skin, like it’s a thrill every time. He’ll never know how Sirius tastes. Those things will always be Remus’s and they’re enough. More than enough.