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Maggie Nelson

  • finalfadeoutfez uma citaçãoano passado
    And so, shamefully, I looked. I looked for evidence of their unhappiness, all the while repressing the fact that my search reminded me of a particularly dysfunctional moment in Leonard Michaels’s account of his tortured, explosive, and eventually disastrous relationship to his first wife, Sylvia. Upon learning that a friend had an equally horrible relationship with equally horrible fights, Michaels writes: “I was grateful to him, relieved, giddy with pleasure. So others lived this way, too. . . . Every couple, every marriage, was sick. Such thinking, like bloodletting, purged me. I was miserably normal; I was normally miserable.” He and Sylvia marry; a short, miserable time later, she’s dead from forty-seven Seconals.
  • finalfadeoutfez uma citaçãoano passado
    I knew you were a good animal, but felt myself to be standing before an enormous mountain, a lifetime of unwillingness to claim what I wanted, to ask for it. Now here you were, your face close to mine, waiting.
  • finalfadeoutfez uma citaçãoano passado
    But is there really such a thing as nothing, as nothingness? I don’t know. I know we’re still here, who knows for how long, ablaze with our care, its ongoing song.
  • ♡emma♡fez uma citaçãohá 8 meses
    But I am not interested in longing to live in a world in which I already live. I don’t want to yearn for blue things, and God forbid for any “blueness.” Above all, I want to stop missing you
  • ♡emma♡fez uma citaçãohá 8 meses
    One of the men asks, Why blue? People ask me this question often. I never know how to respond. We don’t get to choose what or whom we love, I want to say. We just don’t get to choose.
  • ♡emma♡fez uma citaçãohá 8 meses
    “Love is something so ugly that the human race would die out if lovers could see what they were doing”
  • ♡emma♡fez uma citaçãohá 8 meses
    I have been trying, for some time now, to find dignity in my loneliness. I have been finding this hard to do.
  • ♡emma♡fez uma citaçãohá 8 meses
    It is easier, of course, to find dignity in one’s solitude. Loneliness is solitude with a problem.
  • ♡emma♡fez uma citaçãohá 8 meses
    Mostly I have felt myself becoming a servant of sadness. I am still looking for the beauty in that
  • ♡emma♡fez uma citaçãohá 8 meses
    Well then, it is as you please. This is the dysfunction talking. This is the disease talking. This is how much I miss you talking. This is the deepest blue, talking, talking, always talking to you
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